May 13

No no no no, do NOT mail me my books! For god’s sake, please, I don’t need anything focusing or inspiring or energizing right now, my mind’s already racing; what I need is a lullaby, and the Odyssey has that covered. I keep having to bring myself back down, I’ve been revving so high…you’ve never seen anything as unstable and unsteady as my heart. But you know all about that, Will…you’ve been there for me so many times when I’ve been swinging back and forth, from anxious to giddy, or in-bed depressed to scarily manic…and the whole time, I treat my heart like a sick kid: I give it whatever it wants…please don’t spread that around, it would really upset some people.